Thursday, June 5, 2008

Just For Today

Just for today I want to be selfish.

I want to care for only myself.

I want these 24 hours to be my turn.

Just for today I don't want to be Mom.

I don't want to play the role of activities director, grilled-cheese-maker, diaper changer or floor-washer.

I don't want to read Pokemon Adventures or eat play-dough ice cream cones.

I don't want to push anyone on a swing or help anyone down a slide.

I don't want to catch frogs or dig for worms.

I don't want to be responsible.

I don't want a shadow. Or two.

I don't want to be breathed on or climbed on or put upon.

I don't want to answer infinite amounts of questions that begin with 'Why?'.

Just for today I want to be me.

I want to have uninterrupted thoughts.

I want to eat chocolate without sharing.

I want to crawl back into bed and hear the rain.

I want to think about what I want and where I've been and what might be next?

I want to look inward instead of outward.

I want to be self centered.

Just for today.

30 comments:

Jenn @ Juggling Life said...

Everyone needs one of those days every now and then. Any chance of getting it?

Jenn @ Juggling Life said...

Everyone needs one of those days every now and then. Any chance of getting it?

Laura said...

We all need and deserve days like that.

Take care of yourself, so that you can care for your family.

InTheFastLane said...

Make it happen. It would not be selfish to have one of these every once in a while.

Please Don't Eat With Your Mouth Open said...

yowza. I could do any of those things today...I suppose I need to appreciate my life more...

Missy said...

Fabulous. These things would be absolutely fabulous right now. I get it.

Magpie said...

I totally know that feeling.

Ophelia Rising said...

Oh, sister, I KNOW. I KNOW. And you, of all people, so deserve that day. I wish it for you, and wish it to come soon.

Jennifer, Playgroups Are No Place For Children said...

I KNOW.

Me, too.

Is it even a possiblity?

MamaGeek said...

A-men. I want that for you too. Make it happen my friend.

PinksandBluesGirls said...

AMAZING post!!
May I join you today!?
That was such a powerful read... it's something we all need. Bravo for putting it down!
Love it!
- Audrey

katydidnot said...

me too.

MadMad said...

Yeah... I kinda usually want more than a day, though... *sigh* It is really hard sometimes, isn't it?

Mom o' Bean said...

Oh man, what I wouldn't give for 24 "me" hours. Here's hoping you can make it happen!

Manic Mommy said...

YES.

I keep thinking about that whole 'in the event of a sudden drop in cabin pressure, place your mask on before assisting others.'

The cabin pressure if falling here too.

Bloggy Mama said...

oh yes, that would be nice. I think I'll save "my" day for a bit. I haven't needed one in a couple, so I'll wait for a doozy.

catnip said...

I need a day just like that. Badly.

Denise said...

Take a day, or a weekend, out with your girlfriends. You'll come back renewed and refreshed. I live for those!

Jordan said...

God yes. Me, too. I hope you can get some time to your self soon, you need it. We all do. And it is decidedly not a selfish thing to ask for.

Damselfly said...

My problem is if I had that for one day, I'd probably then ask for a week! :)

Christie said...

Oh how I know this feeling this week. Its good to know im not alone.

Queen of Shake-Shake said...

You and me both. I want a vacation to myself so bad...even if only for two days.

Fratzels said...

Did you get your day?

Melissa said...

It's in the air--I've been feeling that way, too, of late. I love your list. All good things to do ALONE.

Nan said...

Make it happen!

just jamie said...

Can I come too? Don't worry, I won't bother you. I'll be too busy being all self-absorbed and stuff. :)

Amy said...

Just a day? I could take a week like that! Hope you had some time to yourself. Take care.

Cathy said...

Me too. But I want a week. Or, I guess I'd settle for a weekend. Or, just one day. Or, I guess a few hours would be nice. Or, maybe five minutes. Yeah, I'd settle for five minutes.

Toni said...

You need a day like this- I hope it happened/happens. Maybe on vaca??

womaninawindow said...

I'm beginning to realize how lucky I am that I have 2 days a week from 9-3 to myself. OMG! Kids are out for summer soon. Argle...my days are numbered. You put it so succinctly, though, especially the staying in bed and listening to the rain...that one will be years...